Impulsive Decisions!!

Hey guys! Things have been absolutely crazy in my life! For some reason, I've been on an impulse decision roll! I put in my two weeks notice at one of my jobs that I've been working there for 5 years!! Can you believe it? I started when I was 17 and one day two weeks ago,  I was thinking to myself. "Yup. Time to quit" It was weird cause it came out of nowhere! But honestly, I'm glad I did it. It's time for a new adventure! And plus I still have my other job which is totally fine with me. More time to focus. Since I'll be graduating soon- time to start thinkin' ahead!

Oh yea! I came back from Coachella weekend 2! It was insane! I'll put some pictures I took below. The weather was amazing the first day then it turned gross. It was super hot (90-95 degrees) and I seriously almost died of heat stroke. My cooling towel SAVED my life! I didn't know how people were doing without one. It cooled off my body and was super refreshing. All the bands were amazing, it's so hard to say who was my favorite but Florence and the machine, Porter Robinson, Vance Joy, George Ezra, Axwell and Ingrosso totally killed it! I'm blanking on who else I saw but nevertheless I enjoyed myself! Camping was not so fun. It was kinda horrible- but I did it!

Let's see.. I also booked myself a trip to Italy!! YEA! You read that right! I can't believe it. I was just like "Fuck it- I'm doing it"  and I did! I was always really hesitant to do it- remember my other post about being stuck between responsibility and wanderlust? I threw that out the window :P I booked my trip with EF College Break. Hopefully it'll be an amazing trip. I'm doing it solo but I'm hoping to make friends and hangout with them. If not- I'm totally independent so it's not a problem on my own. Eckk! I'm so excited. I'll update you guys more when the time comes! :)

I bought tickets to Outsidelands! The line up this year is amazing, so I can't wait to go! I went last year and had an awesome experience. It'll definitely be more chill than Coachella- I'm really glad about that. I can NOT handle the coachella crowd. They're just- no.

andddd. That's it for now from me! Until next time!

x

*Sorry I've missed so many Music Mondays.. I listed to my favorite jams at the moment!

Somewhere else tonight - Mansions on the Moon

Don't Tell Em (Remix) - No Rome

Let's go home- Carousel

Over & Over- Small Pools

Dust and Bones- Night Terrors of 1927

90 thoughts I had on a date with a guy I met online

For some odd reason while I was in the shower, I thought it would be hilarious to write down the thoughts I had the last time I went out on a date. I mean like on a REAL date. You know- the whole sha-bang, meeting the guy, talking, dinner, thinking whether or not he was going to kiss me. FUN STUFF!

Now, I'm going to be totally upfront with you- I haven't been out on a real date for over a year now. This was back when I met my ex-boyfriend. I've been single for quite a while now. Yea, I can hear your thoughts.. "then why are you writing this??" I just felt like this needed to be out in the world okay?! Before you get all judgey. Everyone is online. So why not try online dating?

To begin, let me paint you a picture.
We met online. We talked/flirted for over a month and then we decided it was time to finally meet and go on a date.

Let's go!

1. Omg. I'm really glad we decided to meet at the outdoor mall. Public place is good. Yes. 
2. There's a lot of people here tonight. 
3. Usually I hate people, but they would be good eye witnesses.
4. I really hope he's not crazy or a psycho murder or rapist
5. He's running late.. 
6. He's not coming! I'm being stood up. Wow, never had that before. 
7. Oh wait, he just texted me.
8. He's here. Crap, where were we suppose to meet in front of? 
9. I'm scared. I don't even know what he really looks like! 
10. My hearts pounding. Is it because I'm nervous or walking really fast?
11. Definitely both.
12. What if he doesn't look like his profile picture?
13. What if he's really short? What if he doesn't measure up to what I made up in my head?
14. Okay, I'm here. Now what? 
15. How am I suppose to know where to look? 
16. He's calling! 
17. He's asking me what I'm wearing.. creepy? No! He needs to make sure I'm the right person. 
18. Ha. I'm being paranoid. 
19. Oh, I see him! 
20. He looks different from what I imagined. 
21. He's walking up!! What do I do? Do I look okay? 
22. Do I go for a hug? Side hug? Handshake? 
23. Oh he's going for the side hug, okay. 
24. He smells nice. 
25. He's asking me to walk with him to his car.
26. Okay, this is where I get murdered. 
27. I didn't think it would happen so fast. I mean at least buy me dinner first dude! 
28. Wait, he's taking something out. 
29. Here we go! 
30. They're flowers! Aw, so sweet. 
31. Uhh.. do I just carry these around?? I don't wanna look obnoxious. 
32. Okay, he's putting them back in the car. Cool. 
33. Oh, he ran into someone he knows.
34. Uhh.. awkward.
35. Is he going to introduce me? Please don't. I don't really know you. 
36. Crap, okay. Hello. 
37. Please go away. This is already awkward as hell. 
38. Thank you. 
39. Alright... guess the date really starts now. 
40. I'm pretty hungry, I hope he made a reservation. 
41. Where's he going..
42. Why does he keep walking around the mall..
43. I thought we were going to eat..
44. Okay, now we're sitting at a bench 
45. Are we not eating??
46. Oh, he wants to talk more. 
47. WHAT DOES HE WANT TO TALK ABOUT?
48. There's only so much small talk dude! 
49. I'm not going to reveal my entire life to you. 
50. We just met. This is weird. 
51. An hour and a half just went by. 
52. Are we seriously not eating? 
53. I'm going to say something. I'm starting to get hangry
54. Good, we're finally going to a restaurant. 
55. Okay, what do I order?
56. I don't want to seem like a pig.. but I'm pretty hungry and I can eat a lot
57. I don't want him to think I don't eat though..
58. What do I do??
59. Aint no way I'm doing a salad. Effffff that. 
60. Wait, he's ordering for me. Should I be insulted or flattered?
61. Okay.. more small talk. I can do that. 
62. Food's here.. finally!! I've been waiting for this!
63. Shit, am I suppose to act all reserve? Fuck it, I'm hungry. 
64. Food's pretty good. I should probably slow down before I choke. That would be bad. 
65. Oh, the check is coming. 
66. Uhhh.... he's getting it right?
67. I mean.. he's just letting it sit there for a while. 
68. Are we splitting it? What a cheapass. 
69. Wait, he's picking it up! 
70. Oh good. He's not an ass after all. 
71. Alright dinners, over.
72. Does this mean the date's over? Isn't that what it usually means?
73. Uh, he wants to walk some more? 
74. DUDE. I AM IN HEELS. WHY. 
75. But since it's the first date, I'll do it. 
76. Everyone's leaving the mall now. 
77. Okay.. the mall's closing. 
78. But he's still talking.... should I tell him? 
79. I don't want to be rude.. 
80. Wait, what's going on. 
81. He's leaning in!
82. He kissed me! 
83. I was totally not expecting that.. AT ALL! 
84. Damn it, I'm all flustered now.
85. Crap I hope I don't look dumb! 
86. This is awkward... what do you do after someone kisses you?! 
87. He's getting up...
88. He's walking me to my car.
89. This was nice. 
90. Interesting date. Especially for meeting him online.

Well there you have it! Hope you guys enjoyed reading it. It was definitely an interesting experience.